urgh, its always so hard to figure out what to write on the first page DX lets see, i got about 3 hours of sleep total last night and then i woke up to eat some leftover pasta in the fridge. then i started looking into some fer.al videos (remember that game? LOL) because i was feeling really nostalgic and sad for it. i miss that game a lot, i know there's an emulator for it but it just doesn't feel the same. wondering if there will ever be another MMO like it someday.
anyways, i better try to go back to sleep or im gonna be groggy all day, plus i might hang out with my partner later and i really want to be more awake for that :]
i really wanted to try to update on a daily basis, but i keep forgetting- so i'll just update whenever i remember i guess XD today was kind of hard, been dealing with a lot of overthinking and anxiety that doesn't seem to go away no matter what. i wish it didn't have to prevent me from being my most authentic self so much, i've held back a lot because of that.
other than that, i was mostly asleep all day and now im trying to work on my webpage again- this time without social media having an iron grip on my attention span and keeping me in a neverending loop of mindless scrolling. i think thats why i forget to tend to my webpage so much, and im really tired of that happening. so, bai tumblr!! you and the modern web wont be missed!! ^_^